Tuesday, January 5, 2010

I am Conflicted

I may be moving back home in October.

You'd think I'd be estatic....

But while I am estatic on one hand...

On the other I'm freakin out.

What if my friends don't want to talk to me?  What if I can't find a job? What it I don't get to see my husband as much as I do now?  Will I get divorced?  What if I can't make friends and I'm alone again like when we first moved to London and Dubai?

What if I have culture shock like I did when we moved to London?

What if it's not as good as I think it is?  What if it's a horrible mistake?

What will I do then?  What if I'm miserable?

My husband thinks I'm a freak and if I didn't worry about this it would be something else. 

I think I need more coffee...

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